This & That // Previous Week’s Highlights // All is Good.
Every once in a while, I have these few days where everything’s just shitty. This time it was mostly because – I’m just gonna say – external pressure about where I am in life & how am I vs. how should I be doing things. And, so I kinda lost my shit a little. But, I can only guess (and it isn’t going to be far from the truth probably) that we all face this sometimes. Right? Snap just a little bit, under the pressure, you know? But, what I “love” about this little episodes of – and again, I’m just gonna say – adorable madness is the clarity that comes after.
Some shit happens, bla bla, you’re loosing it, you question a little (sense the sarcasm in almost all of the “little”-s here) almost all of your decisions, they’re all wrong at this point. Then just when you’re about to lost your mind completely (probably it just feels like that), you get a little pissed off. It’s getting good, ol’ right. It’s getting good. You being pissed off leads to you deciding to take all of your shit and put it nicely together. A little. You’re regaining control, it’s okay. Wow, I just realized. So far, my life can be described as a carpool with a drunk woman who just won’t shut up & is constantly trying to steal the wheel from me. It’d be way more fun if I was the drunk woman..
And then I spent a few with 2 of my favorite girls in the pool. Hot summer day, cool water, sun and all. I have absolutely everything I need to be happy! Not just a little, everything. All is good. Fucking clarity. And fucking gratitude.